I have so many moods right now all meshed together in one I don't even know where to start. Needless to say most of these moods aren't good. Don't even bother reading this unless you want to read what's on my mind.
Let me start on whats good in my life right now. On Saturday it will be 6 months since I asked out Jillian Martinez, and it's been a very eventful 6 months since that day. So many good things have happened to me now that i'm with her, and I really think she is saving me from alot of the stress that is going on in my life. I love all the time I spend with her and treasure every second of it. I really am the luckiest person to have her as my girlfriend because there certainly isn't anyone else like her. It makes me happy to see her happy, and I love her more than she will ever know. Isn't funny how sometimes you wish you could tell someone how much you actually loved them but words really just don't even describe the feelings you have..
But every once in a while, she gets aggravated with me. I know that it is perfectly normal for this to happen too, don't get me wrong. I just wish that.. she knew how much I love her. If she would be able to understand how much I actually do, then any of the negative thoughts would cease to exist. My love for her is infallible.
The heart is an organ of fire. It overtakes so many thoughts and makes you think feverishly. There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other. My dream world is finally a reality.
The flame never dies because the commitment never ends.
Hm, I think I cheered myself up!